Bahagia buat selamanya :)

Assalammualaikum semua :)

Hey bahagia nya sepanjang bulan ini .

Hehe . 

Mok kongsi kit lokkk .

Kamek rasa bahagia apabila bersamanya .

Ketika kamek duak susah dan senang kamek duak sentiasa saling tolong-menolong,

bantu membantu antara satu sama lain .

Walaupun bagi yang lain kamek duak tok sik berapa tapi hati kamek duak berbunga-bunga 

setiap hari. 

Kamek duak nektok siklah mudah jumpa .

Ada masa lapang jumpa. Mun dah busy dengan kerja sekolah mcm ni nak jumpakan ?

hehe . Yalah koh lumrah hidup manusia .

Kinektok kamek paham macam ni perasaan dan sayang diriknya terhadap kamek. 

Kamek rasa bahagia bersamanya .
Walaupun kamek duak tok kelaie mcm2 karenah tapi masih juak dapat bertahan hingga sekarang.

Dolok kamek bena nyakit atinya patah harapan nya tapi nya tetap tabah dan tetap sayang kamek :)

Alhamdulillah jodoh memang jodoh :)

Kamek bersyukur dapat orang yang penyayang macam nya dan bersyukur adanya di hati kamek .

Kamek rasanyalah orang yang menyayangi kamek sepenoh hati .

Sekiranya kamek duak di pisahkan mungkin kamek sikkan hidup macam kehidupan harian

kamek agik . kamek rasa kamek akan terus gelap mcm hari yang gelap gelita tanpa apinya .

Kamek hanya moknya dan kamek hanya menyayangi nya .

Sikkan penah org cuba menghalang cinta kamek duak mcm dolok.

Sorry to say man . 

No more chance to others.

I just love him .

As long as I can stand with him so HIM just for me and I believe that I will live with him forever.

I love him so much like my husband.

And I pray to Allah that he the one be my future husband some day :)

AMIN YARABALAMIN . Moga doa ini dimakbulkan oleh Allah S.W.T.

Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi cinta sejati kepada kami berdua . 

Bahagiakan lah hidup kami hingga ke SYURGA >.<

Apabila duka di hati Selamanya tetap akan di rasa.

Assalammualaikum semua. 

Tak cerah pagi ni. 

Suram jer. Patutlah hati ini suram jugak :D

Guys, apa pendapat anda sekiranya family anda tak suka dengan

adanya anda ? 

Adakah anda akan pergi jauh dan takkan pergi melihat diri mereka ? atau anda tabah

dan terima hakikat ?

hurmmm, saya seorang yang tabah menghadapi semua. 

Semua benda jahat saya jer . Benda tak jahat anak dia sorang tu jer. 

Baguslah . Diakan anak perempuan yang disayangi. Kita ni sapalah kan 

Diakan baik orangnya, pandai menjaga hati, pandai,bijak,semualah.

Kita ni ? Dahla bodoh , tak pandai jaga hati , jahat pulak tu.

Manusia serba kekurangan, Kita susah org tak cari kta dan kta tak nak org tolong kta kan

kalau mereka susah kta jer yang berebut2 nak tolong.

Kalau nak baik dengan saya tak payah. Tak nak baik penipu.

Tak nak baik sombong.

Kenapa lah awak tak doakan saya mati dahulu?

Kenapa awak perlu doakan saya di sisi awak?

Kenapa awak selamatkan nyawa saya ?

Kenapa awak mendoakan saya untuk ada di sisi awak?

kenapa awak jangan doa lepas tu SAYANG ANAK AWAK TU ?

Kenapa awak perlukan saya ?

Awak mesti menyesal adanya saya .

Awak pasti benci saya ada sekarang.

Walaupun org cakap ada org yang baik . tapi ada jugak yang tak baik.

Hati ini bagai menusuk kalbu.

Saya perempuan . bukan seorang yang tidak pandai nak menangis dan bersedih.

Kalau awak nak saya pergi , saya akan pergi dan tidak berkembali lagi.

Saya akn berjaya tanpa awk kalau awk nak mcm tu.

Saya akan berjaya tanpa kasih sayang awak,

Tak perlu lah awak nak suroh saya jadi bagus .

Tak perlulah awak nak cari hati saya lagi.

Terluka sekali takkan dapat baik sekejap.

Walau awak tu bermakna buat saya.

Kalau boleh saya nak pergi jauh tau. Kalau dah pergi jauh nanti haaa jangan menyesal pulak

Awak yang nak saya jdi mcm ni.

Awak yang nak.

Wahai sang kekasih. Saya sayang awak sangat2 tapi awak sayang dia.

Awak tak perlukan saya. Saya tak pandai mcm dia. 

Saya tak baik mcm dia .

Saya tak sebagus mcm dia.

Dia baik dia sentiasa bagus di mata awak.

Saya tak boleh bagi awak bahagia. Dia jer boleh . Sebab tu semalam saya diam jer

awak cakap.

Sebab saya sayang awak tapi awak tak menghargai saya.

Saya akan pergi sang kekasih . Dan dalam kepergiaan saya tu membawa sejuta kejayaan di tangan

Insya Allah awak akan bahagia bersama dia. Saya tak nak awk bahagia kerana saya tau.

Ingat tu sang kekasih. :) Hanya awak seorang >.<

I'm feel upset of it but I know I can be strong enough

Assalammualaikum .

Today is so hot in Malaysia or Sarawak of Sri Aman. 

Hey guys . 

I wanna feel like to tell something that I would like to tell about.

I'm feel upset when I text with him last night and calling also.

I feel that Im empty heart .

Kamek rasa kamek patut lupakan segala yang kamek impikan dengannya selama tok.

Kamek rasa kamek harus buang segala ya.

Kamek rasa apa yang kamek mok sikkan menjadi .

Kamek harap ktk dapat belajar jauh dan dapat berdikari jauh dari kamek :)

Kamek rasa ya yang ktk mok dari dolok agik.

Apa yang kamek cerita dolok biarkan ia berlalu .

Kamek sik kesah agik dah. 

Biarkan ia pergi dan kamek akan cuba sedaya upaya kamek hidup jauh dengan ktk .

I can't live without you but you can .

So I will be strong girl then.

I will pray for you that you will got offer school there . 

I will fill up all the form for you as long it far away. 

I will feel happy if you happy :)

Kamek sikkan halang ktk sebab ya yang ktk mokkan ? 

Kamek harap ktk dapat membawa kejayaan balit sitok kelak .

Buangkan harapan kmk dan kamek akan berik harapan sepenuhnya buat ktk ajak.

Jangan gago ngan kamek . 

Kamek sikkan dapat buat apa2 .

Kamek akan berdikari k ? Kamek sayang ktk gegilak .

Kamek harap ktk dapat sayang :)

I will always pray for you . 

So GOOD LUCK . Chaiyok .

What I want is just a DREAM of me . 

What I want it just a feeling of me .

Cook for you

Wake up you early in the morning .

Going out with you.

Shopping with you.

All i tell you , I must get it off from me sayang :) 

I will throw it away. 

Because I want you to get happy there . 

Sayang awak sangat2 :)

I love you sayang shahrul 

Sad when see the orphan kid.

Assalammualaikum .

Today I'm so sad when I see the orphan kids eating.

I see how they live.

It so make me wanna cry loud.

It so make me sad .

They live with no mom or no dad or both.

They live with others people that can take care of them.

They live with a simple life. 

Some of them have a parent but they parent doesn't want to take care of them?

Why ?

Is it they too despicable of them?

Of the human being?

They also a human being. They also have a same feeling because they are a human.

They have a brain for think.

They have a heart that can broken.

They want to live like others but they can't be.

Because they doesn't have their own lover.

They sad.

They very2 sad when they see a human that have family.

They want to life like us life.

But they still cannot.

They wanna be like us but they can't.

I love them . I really2 love them. 

They like my own brothers.

Whether perfect or not I still love them. 

Whether they smart or not I still love them.

I love them like I love myself.

So don't ever judge them.

Allah always see what you do to them.

Allah always love them.

Allah always love us.

If they don't have a family so don't judge but love them.

Take it as your motivation of our self.

How a great today.

Assalammualaikum :)

Yea . Im finish editing or rearrange my BLOG >.<

Aw so sweet picture of us. 

I was wondering I will take her hand at my heart and let he see my heart is just for him :)

How great it is .

Okay . Now I already finish what I going to do. 

So sleep tight and good night.

I pray to Allah that I will always for him and forever until the heaven I was be her wife :)

I pray to Allah that I will protect my husband no matter how. 

I pray to Allah that our love never changed to each others . 

I pray to Allah that what we want will be truth :) Amin yarabal alamin. 

Assalammualaikum :)

I can be

Assalammualaikum .

Hey guys ! Who you all today . It finally this day is SATURDAY .

Oh my , I feel like i'm in the sky . I can relax at home with peace :)

Okay , I wanna tell you guys that I want to an athlete girl for this 2013 :)

I want to take HIGH-JUMP just like Kang Tae Joon ( To the beautiful you ) .

I hope I can be the good HIGH-JUMP to our school :D

I love this korean drama . They can give me a inspiration that can make me to take any sport at my school.

I feel like I'm proud to see this korean drama .

Just like TOP ( Thailand movie ) 

They always give me a STRONGER girl .

For this new year I hope I can get the GOLD MEDAL !

at least one only .

I doesn't want to take RUNNING sport .

Because I feel SHY when people SHOUT MY NAME ! 

that why I DOESN'T WANT TO TAKE ANY RUNNING SPORT .

But I just want to take HIGH-JUMP Sport .

So I can be a STRONGER GIRL :D

Yeahhh ! 

Next year will be SPM Candidates .

It me okay no more my sayang 

Hehe, I will be missing him . I will love him always . (SHAHRUL )

I hope he can be the best man in my life .

I hope he can get a good result for this year :)

i hope he can get at least 3A for his SPM and others PASS .

Amin . 

And I hope I can get 5A for my SPM .

No matter how, I WILL STUDY SMART and WORK HARD for it .

FIGHTING TIEYQAHH .

I KNOW THAT I CAN BE THE BEST GIRL FOR HIM :D

I miss the moment that we spend out together

Assalammualaikum , 

Hey guys . How you all feel today ?

I'm fine and I feel good . How's your school day ?

Is it fun ? 

For me , kinda of bored sometimes but when he come over me I feel happy like Im flying on the sky with

big smile . I can't live without him on my life . I just can  be stand by his side . 

I doesn't want to lose him on my life . I love him as much I love my soul .

I feel his the one that can I trust . I feel happy and I feel sad when he not beside me .

I hope one day I can be his future wife and we will be together as long as we can stand :)